Do you have that too? That you have an almost perfect day, yet the end is less pleasant? It's an unwelcome feeling.
We came specially to Koh Samui to meet khun L., since she wasn't present at Hua Hin. We came specially early because today was her day off. We had a great time together today, during her day off. She wanted to have us around, and that we did. We planned together to have a chat lateron, at our room with her, and she agreed. We asked her what she wanted to drink during that chat, and she told us what she liked. We bought that. We prepared everthing for a pleasant evening.
And when the time came, she was probably too tired and she didn't show up. No reasons given.
It left me with an unpleasent feeling. Why am I doing this, spending time and money and energy in friendships, just to see that it's a waste? I think I have to rethink a lot, and that only the most valuable friends will remain ... hoping that indeed they will be valuable. Meanwhile, the unpleasant feeling prevails. Very sorry.
I hope next postings will be more pleasant! Sorry for this glitch.
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4 comments:
Oh, dear, Atty, very sorry to hear about unsuccessful appearance of your friend there. I believed, she was very tired, but she should call you earlier that she couldn't come so that no effort, time, money and friendship wasted? Well, there must be a real reason, that remained a question..... just enjoy and hoping for the best next time... i understand of your feeling, not bad at all........
well just see the bright sight. you got the chance to take the lovely picture. and whether with or without, i believe and hope you still enjoy the evening, and after all, the show must go on!!
thx apsiecool & ichrysalis, for your nice comments! Don't worry about the post hehe, when I wrote it down, the unpleasant feeling disappeared ... does that happen to you too, that "writing it off" helps you to cope with those feelings?
well it is, sometime after we were done writing, it feels good.
well then there is no reason of not making new post then? haha!
;p
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